Quote of the day. + A Nice Tune.

I am so freaking happy it's Friday, it's been a long week. It's another extremely beautiful day in New York City, I'm sad I'll be stuck in my office all day and not outside enjoying this nice weather. I hope you have an awesomely, amazing weekend because you most certainly deserve it. 

Yesterday, the Manfriend and I received a little blow. Originally we thought he'd be heading over to France on Monday but yesterday he got word that he would be leaving Sunday instead. Now I know it's only a day difference but it is still a shock to your system and I don't think I'll ever get used to this lifestyle and how it's so abrupt at times. What is even worse then him leaving on Sunday is that we were also informed that he wouldn't be in the United States for Christmas, this stung the most. I'm sad for him, honestly and maybe a little selfishly, I'm sad for me. The thought of being in our apartment that we've made our home alone on Christmas, makes me want to burst at the seems. But with this disheartening news, there was a ray of light, he does have a trip home of December 28th, which most likely means he'll be home for a short break and be in New York for the New Year. 

Blah, sorry I sound like such a downer these lasts couple of posts, especially since yesterday's post talked heavily about being positive. I apologize for the Debbie Downer attitude I've possessed, and I'm working on that more rosy outlook. I mean I need to seriously shut up! (Am I being to hard on myself? Haha!) 

Are you ready for some mush? Today's quote comes from Paul McCartney and Wing's song, Maybe I'm Amazed. The words to this song get me every time, especially at the end when Sir Paul is singing his heart out. To be honest, I may have used this song for a,"Quote of the day", before but I have no problem with sharing it with you again. 

Lately I feel these words ring true to the Manfriend and my relationship. My guy is so strong in every aspect but I am most impressed with how strong his love for our relationship is. I haven't been making this easy on him as of late, as I am nervous about our next journey together. But he never fails at assuring me that his main goal is to make me happy, which at times makes me feel extremely guilty that he thinks that I'm not happy. I think I worry so much about things because I want us to be forever, and his career gets a little crazy at times and can throw us for a loop. I just need to relax and enjoy the process! 

So thank you Kyle James for always loving me, even when I know I am driving you crazy. 

Enjoy! 

Maybe I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I love you
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you pulled me out of time
And hung me on a line

Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you
Baby I'm a man maybe I'm a lonely man
Who's in the middle of something
That he doesn't really understand

Baby I'm a man and maybe you're the only woman
Who could ever help me
Baby won't you help me understand,Oooohh

Baby I'm a man, maybe I'm a lonely man
Who's in the middle of something
That he doesn't really understand

Baby I'm a man and maybe you're the only woman
Who could ever help me
Baby won't you help me understand, oohhh

Maybe I'm amazed at the way you're with me all the time
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I leave you
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you help me sing my song
Right me when I'm wrong
Maybe I’m amazed at the way I really need you-Paul McCartney, Maybe I'm Amazed

Here's Paul singing, Maybe I'm Amazed.